jules blogging at elowel.org
Seriously Onto Something 06-23-05 13:20


I get paid bank like whoa.
So i've tried to refrain from posting due to the fact that it just gives some people an opportunity to be immature and childlike but alas...i've missed blogging. It's an everyday relief and easy to express myself behind a wall of anonymity. I totally think I spelled that wrong but oh, well.
So i'm kicking ass. I rock in school, my grades are awesome like whoa and i'm in a girly flirty mood. Those are always fun.

I'm almost sad that it's the last day of Computer Graphics ever because it's cool.

So why do SOME boys choose to act like other boys in which we won't bother mentioning? It's so funny that a week after you met my hunny YOU were the one declaring undying affection and yet now you "are fucked up" and don't know what to say besides malicious, and untrue things that only serve to make yer pathetic existence more exciting than it is currently.

That's all I have to say on the above subject for the time being.

OH AND I CAN'T BELIEVE BO BICE WON AMERICAN IDOL...an idol is not someone who got convicted for cocaine possession.

It's all bs in my opinion.

And now that i've said my piece.


Boy Next Door 05-19-05 11:57
Yip, I want to kick everyone's ass. That's it. So I guess i'll "cry and whine" and go cut myself.

You are all truly pathetic.

I wish you would try to hurt me...because you can't as yer opinion means absolutely nothing.

I'm weak? When i'm upset with a friend I talk to them and not get so mad I go psychotic.

I also confront people face to face, obviously.

Although you have such a problem with me and would like to physically hurt me...but you never will. Which is why you backed away yesterday, because you know I could severely harm you if I wished to.

I must be extremely important to all of you to keep your attention like this.

And yes, since we don't have any friends besides our boyfriend let's talk to people we "made" and be HYPOCRITES like we hate.

Effin' losers.
Just a little bit 05-18-05 11:21
What a dummy.
Why is it that everytime you try to say shit about me it's on yer journal and why is it that you're SO intent on "hurting me" in your own words but yet you had the chance and wouldn't "slap" me like the little bitch you are. You'll be lucky to die of a drug overdose like you almost did before.
Funny Bunny 05-10-05 11:29
Alright so I rock hardcore at life and you all suck. That's all there is to that. Haha except my brandikins and several others whom I will not mention. I've been watching lots of moofies lately.

Starsky & Hutch is one of my favorite moofies.

Darkness Falls was on last night when I went to bed and I wanted to watch it but I was getting scawed.

So i'm kind of itchy and I have cool work to do so piece out bitches.
Tell Me My Friend 05-05-05 11:31
Alright, so not as many people suck as previously thought. My day has rocked so hardcore I think I might need a back adjustment. Alright so my first hour teacher let everyone leave after out easy ass test and then in second hour there was nothing to do so I read I AM THE CHEESE. In third hour we talked and clowned and then I put in my cds after lunch and the class listened to them while we talked and did work. So i'm pretty stoked it was like the best day ever screw stupid people who need to skip...especially the lame ones who aren't even seniors.

I want to go shopping for expensive and abundant things this weekend.
This My Shit 05-04-05 12:35
What it is? So i'm kinda tired but hopefully it's nice out and I don't have to work. I don't like not having an actual job so that I never know when i'm working. Why is everyone astounded by my tattoo today? I remember at Bryan when everyone saw it for the first time they like, flocked around me like bebes in need of a mama bear. So my metaphor may not make sense to you but I like it.

So there.

"You and your raccoons."

I must say that was kind of funny.

So I have to take a bath tonight, and hopefully i'll get to shoot my bow. I'm a weakling, I can only shoot about 12 arrows or two sets before my arms hurt but...it's good good fun. So i'm listening to Gwen Stefani and wishing these last 20 minutes would die and be forever eliminated from my presence.

I need plans for this weekend although i'm sure I could find some without any planning. I want to go shopping either saturday or friday and then sunday marnie and I will probably have a little girls day out because i'm getting my hair cut and dyed at garbos.

How bout them apples? Tra la la la la. Friday in my first hour I get to see all my classmates fatty fat fat babykins.

I think some of them are gonna be cute.
I've had dreams about you the last two nights and I don't like it. Infact I thoroughly dislike it. I wish you would leave me alone. I wish you would get the hell out of my mind and thoughts. I wish you weren't who you are. All this time i've been searching for something in you that i've never seen and you've never given me a reason to keep looking. But I did. I can't stand who you become when you're not around me. You're a selfish ,hideous person and I can't stand knowing that at one point in time I loved you. It's utterly pointless. I bring out the best in you and you bring up the worst in me. I'm glad hurting someone can be so much pleasure for you. I'm glad i'm the only one you like to belittle and destroy. Because you can't anymore. You'll float in and out of my head. I'll give in sometimes to what you're doing but never again will I waste time on someone so selfish. Someone who is so depressed and mediocre.


and I hope one day YOU realize that.
why exactly don't you sock her? She sits on yer bebes lap and whispers in his ear and yet...it doesn't matter because I think you understand that you have more in common than you thought. You, just like her are only a walking vagina. Don't be upset babydoll, it's what you've made out of yerself. I'm sure you're proud to be a walking vagina as well because you're SO cheerful.

So what is it with the psychotic effin' people? What is it in the omaha north high school water that causes people to be douchebags for prolonged periods of time? I don't know but i'm glad you succumbed to what's expected of you. It makes it so much easier to call you weak. Ah.

I'm fairly tired but I have a job right after school. I just want to be done with this week so I can get my hair cut and dyed and spend monies on myself for once.

Bit O' Information:
I woke up this morning to a song from Pulp Fiction.

I need a cigarette. No, I NEED to quit smoking. Eh.

I'm bored i'm gonna sleep for the last 20 minutes of class.
Hey man
I don't wanna hear about love no more
I don't wanna talk about how I feel
I don't really wanna be me no, no more

Dress down now I look a little too
Boy next door
Maybe I should try to find a downtown whore
That'll make me look hardcore
I need you to tell me what to stand for

I've been looking for something (yeah yeah yeah)
Something I've never seen (yeah yeah yeah)
We're all looking for something
Something to be, yeah yeah

Hey man
Play another one of those heartbreak songs
Tell another story how things go wrong
And they never get back
My pain is a platinum stack
Take that shit back
You don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
You don't wanna see me with the houselights on
I'm a little too headstrong
Stand tall
I don't wanna get walked on

I've been looking for something (yeah yeah yeah)
Something I've never seen (yeah yeah yeah)
We're all looking for something
Something to be, yeah yeah
Something to be, yeah

I can't stand what I'm starting to be
No, I can't stand the people that I'm starting to need
There's so much now that can go wrong
And I don't need somebody
Trying to help it along
It's the same old song
Everybody says, you've been away too long
Everybody wanna tell you what went wrong
Wanna make you like an icon
Till you believe that they're right

I've been looking for something
Something I've never seen
We're all looking for something
Something to be (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I've been looking for something (yeah yeah yeah)
Something I've never seen (yeah yeah yeah)
We're all looking for something
Something to be, yeah yeah
Something to be

I can't help but tell you that some people are complete and utter idiots. I feel funny so that means my bebe probably does too. Poor little fella. Do you know you have to wait 4 months to know if it's a boy or a girlie do? Ms. Wiig told me that. I'm so bored.


Hehe, while all you bitches were out prom-ing it up I was working 11 hours and getting paid big bank. Oh well. Hahahaha. I rock.
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